Let's start again
Hey everyone, I'm back! After being away for 4 months, I've decided that it's time to start again. Thinking back on why I stopped journalling, I'm actually not very sure why. It was probably just a rest that turned into laziness and without a reason to start, it just stayed that way.
Of course, many things happened in between the rest and this beginning. It's probably the winter which made me emotionally unstable or it could be my work that made me insecure. I switched between ups and downs quickly, feeling motivated one day and down right depressed on the next. For weeks leading up to today, there's been at least a day where I threw tantrum just because I'm ungrateful of the life I have.
Right now, I'm feeling better even though I'm not sure how long this will last. I've been pausing my YouTube for a few weeks just to get a breather and hopefully when I start it again I'll feel better. These weeks of rest definitely felt great but yeah, inevitably, there comes a decision point where I'll have to decide what to take on and what to leave behind. Not sure if I really wanna give up on my YouTube tho…
I'm sorry for blabbering on about my life and what's been happening. I've also changed the name of this journal to reflect it's content more. From now on, I'll still keep it weekly, and just talk about things which I genuinely thought about. Not gonna lie, this isn't easy. The hardest part is the genuine part. While I say I wanna be genuine, most of the time, I end up talking about how I want to be portrayed instead of what I actually am. That's why, I make that a goal. Talking about the genuine self and yes, I just think content creation is an important thing so everyone should do it.
Alright, that's it for this week. Hope everyone had a great one.
Cheers,
Andrew